Thursday, December 25, 2008

i have begun realizing

many things... many many things...

how much things can change in one year, 
old friends drifted away from, new friends made,
 people lost and people found. china changed me. alot. 
and now it is almost the new year, and i am that much closer to being on my own and free in the world. and that scares me alot. what the heck am i going to do with my life? Go to china to teach? go straight to langley? i do not know for certain.

i am realizing not to trust dentists. they told me my wisdom teeth were beautiful, and that while i only had three, they were growing in straight and i would not have to worry about them at all. wrong. they DID grow in straight, but they are massively decaying and now i have to get them removed... boo...

 i have also realized that while i do not like contractions, i do not much mind poor capitalization. or punctuation. haha. 

i have realized that some of my closest friends are freshmen, i never figured that into my college equation. i have also realized that i hardly hang out with any of my old group of friends, and while the parting of ways is sad sometimes, i am not overly upset. i love them all, but sometimes people do just move on and make other friends. its weird though...

so ireland is coming up. i am a bit nervous about that actually... the girls are flying out the day before us, because we had a slight miscommunication and sean and i bought tickets for the day after them... so thats a little stressful. then there might be weather problems in new jersey, where we have a lay over before our flight to belfast. so please please pray about that. then while we are there, not exactly sure how we are getting around. or what we will be doing for sure... so yah, keep ireland in your prayers please.. ok well im going to go now. later!

Nolliag Shona Duit

so today is christmas. and i love it. its raining like mad outside right now, and its cold and windy and i love it. i received very thoughtful gifts this year, and i love that too. i love my family and friends and yah... life is good. 

just thought i would say that. 


ireland on sunday!! :)